bi, after along along night... that dream come to me again...
that dream just like heroine to me... i always wanted that dream came and came again.
that dream, about a guy who tease me...
the way he tease, never out of my mine.
please, do it again. just do it again... i really want more. really need that. uh!
when i'm wake up, i realize
i'm just alone in this world, i still have Jesus. but there something not complete in my life.
i'm always not take that too serious, but its still distrubing my mind.
do i really need that? or am i ready for that? i'm still dont know.
just wondering now. how happy i am if that thing come to my life soon...
do i really happy? i still dont know.
when i can have the answer about that thing? is that im close to that?
i really hope, soon i found my happiness
5.16.2010
5.11.2010
hmm
today rada dongkol
not a big problem, just i dont like my friend acting like that. Gw yg hr ini pengen hepi-hepi di skul jadi ikut kesel juga. here's the problem
1. I have strich with my lovely son, since monday. until now i still not speak to him. just a easy problem and he had already made an apology to me, but i'm still irritating with what i see at friday. huh!
2. my best friend just end her relationship with her boyfriend. and i really know that she not in a good mood. she just share it with my lovely daughter. and i feel that there's other problem that i dont know.
the point is:
"why you guys not share it with me?? makes me feel like a stranger. you guys just dont know how to be a donkey like this. "
what you guys think about me? just think that im just a driver for you guys? you think joke like you guys always say to me ("eh, anterin sampe rumah donk") not irritating me? know that was a joke, but still..
these last days just feel like hell for me! i'm tired at home, i'm tired to study all the time! i just want to spent some relaxing time with you guys,
its ok to ask me to do everything since i can do it for you. please dont ignore me.
i believe that you guys know how to being ignored.
please, please
not a big problem, just i dont like my friend acting like that. Gw yg hr ini pengen hepi-hepi di skul jadi ikut kesel juga. here's the problem
1. I have strich with my lovely son, since monday. until now i still not speak to him. just a easy problem and he had already made an apology to me, but i'm still irritating with what i see at friday. huh!
2. my best friend just end her relationship with her boyfriend. and i really know that she not in a good mood. she just share it with my lovely daughter. and i feel that there's other problem that i dont know.
the point is:
"why you guys not share it with me?? makes me feel like a stranger. you guys just dont know how to be a donkey like this. "
what you guys think about me? just think that im just a driver for you guys? you think joke like you guys always say to me ("eh, anterin sampe rumah donk") not irritating me? know that was a joke, but still..
these last days just feel like hell for me! i'm tired at home, i'm tired to study all the time! i just want to spent some relaxing time with you guys,
its ok to ask me to do everything since i can do it for you. please dont ignore me.
i believe that you guys know how to being ignored.
please, please
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